Cancer in the courtyard

Wait. Waiting for your touch.
A caress of simple hello.
There you are passing the time. On your own
And across the way is my cold hands.
Waiting.
Do these hours that glide through your important
Things flutter from your passionate words you
Once used for me.
Pushing onward. Its sublime in what you do not
Notice. Over there, waiting. Wait. Waiting.
I see that the love we are making will soon end.
Without the flavor of blades of grass
Lets surrender time against time my dear.
You often speak of infinite heroics.
Will love make it through.
I wrote you a letter in my handwriting.
Did you know it was from my heart with
All the time you lose on everything but us.
This heart is restless.
Wait.
Waiting.
Comparing is to driving without a passenger.
How my skin craves a little finger.
How please can I just ask for something.
Lets let the rest wash to the riverbanks
Curving with the fish.
Where and along the murky water
Will no longer be my reflection but…
Yours alone.
Partners and all the sharings of everything.
Many will find your passions
Many will not need my needs.
I am easier to learn how to please.
But then again. You will not see.
I come second. Second to your firsts.